Saturday, 13 December 2008

• pain killer...please?

  Having been so far away from home and loved ones several times now, I can honestly say I now appreciate and understand what makes the Holidays so special: Bonding. I miss everyone I left in the Philippines. Especially my son. I'm beyond the guilt of living and working abroad...but never above the fact that he is there, I am here - and we are not together.

  Recent MRI's and x-ray results had my Orthopedic Surgeon prescribe Vicodin and Skelaxin. The Vicodin works wonders for pain relief, whereas I'm getting off the Skelaxin - it totally knocked me out and left me in a zombie state for two days straight. I don't want to be immobile, just pain-free - sheeeeeeeeesh!

  The other night, it felt like someone blew into my left ear - but I was alone. I thought I smelled sickeningly sweet flowers - but there were none. This is crazy or am I? 

  My dreams are full of water. Tidal waves. Rivers. Rain. Swimming, Running or Treading them. I dreamt T cheated on me and came back remoreseful and apologetic...I ended up carving tiny letter "S's" all over his body to signify every S word I associated with him.

  He didn't say or do anything to warrant my paranoia. I should so write a novel. People would dig this.

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